As the panic subsided and reality settled in I found myself in the mysterious place of acceptance. I now know that I did not do it. I couldn’t have; it was a force beyond my comprehension…as was the Cancer.
Yet, somehow I surrendered. I believe I surrendered the moment I was diagnosed, but as time passed and the further I was from the internet, serenity stepped in, inner peace. I bowed down to the inevitable, I surrendered to the cancer and to LIFE!
And as I experienced this process I found myself in direct contact with the Divine, my angels, my body, my higher self. My fears were less and my faith was unshakable. I didn’t know what the outcome was going to be for me but I had a deep faith that I was going to be just fine.
I learned to pray to be healed on all levels: Mind, Body and Spirit…It was no longer about the cancer. Today I continue to pray for my healing. Healing and striving to love all the corners of my being. And I can honestly say, “cancer who?”